Visions at the Gates of Heaven

In November 2010, pain and illness leave Remas frightened, weakened, and unsure where to place his trust. When prayer to a demon brings no relief, his questions deepen: whom can he believe, and why does no one seem to answer? Then comes a vivid experience he understands as his first vision—and the beginning of a journey that will challenge his ideas about faith and the unseen.

In Visions at the Gates of Heaven, Remas recounts encounters with spiritual figures and realms, alongside the uncertainties that shape his search for meaning. His story moves through prayer, doubt, student life, and shared rented rooms, where unsettling events add new questions to an already difficult path. As his devotion to Yeshua grows, Remas tries to make sense of what he has experienced without hiding the fear or uncertainty that remain.

This candid memoir invites readers to consider how illness can unsettle belief, and how extraordinary experiences may transform one person’s understanding of the world. The result is a personal account of vulnerability, spiritual searching, and the struggle to find trust amid the unknown.